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I havent been on in forever, but its time for things to change. Life and eating and not gaining weight is a definite. I need to do better in school, focus on what is important in life, not stress out as much (ha, lets see that one happen....)
Hopefully everything will work out.
<3 Im driving home tmrw, hopefully that will brighten my life, even for a little while.
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| friend timee with lindsay lou |
[14 Nov 2006|03:21am] |
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he makes me smile all the time =)
So today, Monday; went to school and yeah, same shit...um I dont know, I hate how long my humanities class is, an hour and 15 min. is way too long for a class..but yea...i got home with kayte & then her and jena went running....and i talked to the boy before he went to work, and then linds and i had talktime, then katye and i fell asleep in my bed, and i talked in my sleep, but i swearrrrrrrr i made sense. lmao. =) yeaa so me, linds, kt, and brit went on an adventure to Walgreens and then realized we had no food in the house, so Wendys dinner was good =)...came home, and jena decided she was going out, so linds and kt went too... kinda cute yesss...and i decided at midnight i wanted to make rice crispy treats, so my incredible boyfriend stayed on the phone with me because he loves making me happy...and we went to walmart together...on the phone of course... =( sadface, but i'll be with him in another couple weeks =) but anyways....kinda a blah night but yah... thats all for now...<3
<33, rach
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[13 Nov 2006|03:47am] |
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alright so here we go.... starting over after spending about 30 minutes laughing my ass off with linds about all the old drama and entrys... thanks jenny, i love taking the trips down memory lane =) so here we are, linds and i in orlando, finalllyy, roomies of course =) & although we've made some new friends, things are pretty much the same old shit... well there isn't such thing as daniel alexander anymore, thank god. i have a new [amazing] boyfriend, who i care about so much =) jaime <3 linds is still on her rollercoaster ride, and takes a couple other rides once in a while...lmao got my tongue peirced 2nd day i got up here, august 20th babbyyy =) had to get rid of bunny [sad face] cut my hair today, above my bra =X bad oneeeee. yeaa i know i know, it was long, no rubbing it in lmao.
so thanksgiving -- is gonna be at uncle ralphs, so im not going to pembroke pines till december.. it should be fine.. =) but yah, december 14th @ 9 AM i have an appointment with the surgen to talk about taking my wisdom teeth out, which will happen within those next couple days... but yah, right now im with kayteLOVE and lindsay lou in my room =) love ittt && zoe's here too, sleeping in her little cage with her bff pumpkin lol..haha. but alright, i guess thats it for now.
i love you, goodnight <3
<33, rach
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[25 May 2005|10:38pm] |
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"Graduation (Friends Forever)"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down These memories are playing like a film without sound And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love But it came too soon And there was me and you And then we got real blue Stay at home talking on the telephone We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs And we make the big money When we look back now Will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school? Still be trying to break every single rule Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man? Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan? I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la: Yeah, yeah, yeah La, la, la, la: We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end And suddenly it's like we're women and men Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round? Will these memories fade when I leave this town I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
it sucks that sometimes the people you think will always be there arent...does everyone really care as much as they say?
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| RIP Jordan Carver |
[01 May 2005|09:58pm] |
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Teen Found Dead Inside Bedroom Authorities Waiting For Toxicology, Autopsy Reports
POSTED: 12:46 am EDT April 30, 2005
PEMBROKE PINES, Fla. -- A teenager has been found dead inside his bedroom Friday night in Pembroke Pines.
Authorities said it was too early to determine whether the death was from natural causes or if the death was suspicious in nature, and they are waiting for the autopsy and toxicology reports.
Authorities said there was nothing at the scene that provided them with any information as to how the teenager died.
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im sitting here shocked...like im still amazed someone from my childhood could die...we hadn't talked in forever...i hadn't seen him since i don't know when...this is crazy...im still so shocked...the funeral is gonna be so sad, i feel like i have to go..pay my respects to someone i knew so well at one point in my childhood...
jordan you will be missed, you always had a smile on you face and could made the entire world laugh dont forget to throw gummybears at the movie screen in heaven....while watching star wars 2....<333 i'll miss you....
please let me or kayla know if you find out any funeral/veiwing arrangments....
<33
RIP Jordan Carver
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| Tired of the bullshit.... |
[28 Apr 2005|01:19am] |
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Monday my parents are going to court...im kinda undecided about how to feel...hmmm...i think im gonna need something good on Monday, i have a feeling it'll be a bad one... <3 rach
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[27 Apr 2005|11:48pm] |
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Well tonight was interesting... Briana's house got robbed today, kinda scarey, so of course i made kristie talk to me on the phone while i walked 5 houses down...lol...ya we're pussys, oh well..scary ass shit! lol Briana your such a blonde, next time I think your mom should tell you if she's reorganizing her room! lmfao...I love you even though your blonde as hell! lol And your hair cutt is gonna look awesome! <33
NO school tomorrow or Friday! Daddy finally let me have a day off! lol Early releases are so great! even though chater's gay..lol...
Tomorrow Im taking Amanda to go get her tattoo, shes getting a little heart...she's scared...lol awh it's okay I told her I'd hold her hand, but unlike Linds I won't faint! lol And i'll finally be able to watch how they did it! lol haha =)OH yah!! Im highlighting my hair, so exciting! lol So yah, hopefully it'll look good...lol Im crossing my fingers! But yah, still so excited about this weekend and hopefully all the drama with Katie is gonna be resolved...I'm so sick of the drama...Its always someone hating someone...oh well I guess that's life right?
Hmmm...guy wise...Ej's cool...I still dont know if Im gonna go out with him or not..the Danny thing is throwing me off but thats nothing new...its been going on for how long now?? lol Oh well hopefully soon I can stop being stupid and move on....but letting go is too hard...and I love himmm...so sad..lol oh well i'll live...lol but Ej's good..nice..but i dont know...i dont think we click like we should...lol..maybe with time things will get better...hopefully...
oh yahhh so exciting!! Jessica's kinda talking to someone...I can't name him yet..lol We're still not sure...the guy has a girlfriend and we know how bad that is! lol But he seems to really like her alot...they're on the phone right now..lol how cuters right?? yep..im happy for her, she deserves a good guy and he's good...he just doesnt wanna break up wiht his girlfriend until he knows Jess is interested...makes since right? yah thats what i think...lol...yea well then again I think alot of things that aren't true...lol..oh well...
Time to go make my bed...lol i washed my sheets and of course let Bunny run around my room for a little!...lol
<33 rach
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| this is for my LiNdSaY! =) |
[26 Apr 2005|11:24pm] |
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hey my loveee! even though Jenny wrote the one before I thought you could be happy cuz Im writing you one...because I lOVE YOU SOOOOSOSOSOOSOOO much...and we're gonna have a KiCK AsS WeEkEnD! PARTYYYY TIMMMEEE!!!!!!!! =) lol love youuu linds! <333
haha i finally got my new bunny cage, he's my friend again! lol haha maybe...maybe not...
definitly guy time! lol woohoooo
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[25 Apr 2005|10:00pm] |
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heyy my LITTLE... just writing to say hi and cuz i l0ovee uu... l0ol...
uhh i cantt wait f0or this weekenddd =))) woot fun fun fun funn
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l0ovee u ... jennybeAn
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| **fuck the hook up queen, the "perfect" girlfriend and the fuckin' whore** |
[25 Apr 2005|06:02pm] |
Well guys Im finally giving in and making a live journal, surprise, surprise, I never thought I'd be doing it...lol...Well lets start with my weekend I guess...lol FrIdAy: Worked till 5 then went and got Jess and we went Bunny cage shopping, and of course came back with no bunny cage but kept ourselves entertained at Walmart and Target...lol...The Target cop thought that I was crazy because I told him that my bunny wasn't my friend anymore and was rebeling because he lovesss knocking over his food dish...he definitly thought I was on drugs...oh well...lol...At 12 AM it was time to sing Jess Happy birthday and I went home soon after since I had work the next day...and was soo tired...ugh..work sucks sometimes... SaTuRdAy: Worked from 11-4, then went and picked up Jenny "from the mall with her grandma" and we came back home for me to get ready and of course from OUT OF NO WHERE drama hit!!! And not even from the fuckin' whore like expected, it was from Tommy and E.j.....God seriously they are soo gay sometimes...Esspecially when they're drunk as fuck apologizing 23742974 times right Jenn? lmfao..but its okay...Jessica's was our next stop, for her birthday BBQ and cake...fun times...lol not really but its okay since we love her so much. :)Jen, no more scouting out guys! lmfao, he's taken! lol your so cute my little! lol...haha, so we made our journey back to Springs and get into Becky's van with the ENTIRE world, already in there...party time...the whole car, lovesss singing Candy Shop..lmao..And Linds we all love you anyway, even though you got beer spilt all over you and Tara wouldnt go get you a shirt...lmfao...parrtttyy timmee...haha...not really but pretend! lol Back at Lind's it was talk time as usual...always is...and food time...but before Taco Bell, we got interrupted by two little black boys from down the street carrying a ugly dusty painting over the fence...lmfao...aka Nick and Javi...No more turning lights off guys, we get in trouble...lol...Boys home at 2...don't forget! lol SuNdAy: Got woken up to the alarm clock 4357387453875 times, but my final wake up call was by Luke knocking on the window because it was Beach Time! :) So we all got ready and then Jenny decided that it was "write on Rachael's truck windows with markers time" so of course I now have wonderful messages from my little all over my truck..lol :) oh and Linds, b.t.w. your car is definitly getting written ALL over this weekend, since me and jen love you soo much!! lol hahaha, godo thing we went and bought markers for ourselves!! lol :) Well the beach was fun, writing our names in the sand, pictures (of course) and my pretty tulip! how cuterss! haha...The lake was fun after up until Bucky decided he was gonna chase me with a snake, I swear I dont think Ive ever screamed that loud in my life....lmfao...It's okay Bucky, I still love you! haha...Pool time after, and Linds and I had bonding time with Gramskazams and The Funny Looking Man (aka my Grandparents)...Dana loves them so much because they're her grandparents too, Dana was adopted by them...yay for my Dana Marie!..lol..but they're moving soon, so sad...tear! I'm gonna miss them so much, like Dana said, "they're supposed to die in that house!"..lol we all think that, no one wants them moving from Springs...The pool was freezing, gotta move around right Linds??! lol...Shower time after that, I went home soon after...another fun weekend...cant wait for this one though...partyyy timmmee for suree! Springs Prom, hotel...fun fun fun...well I guess thats all...
<3 rach
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[25 Apr 2005|05:43pm] |
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!!!! hope you like the layout &info rachy! <3 kayla
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